Elder brother

Chapter 78 Xiao An

Guoyu recovered from his illness in three days, because Ito Shingo stayed at home all the time, and even took his official business home to do. Guoyu didn't dare to get too close to Tezuka, and at most he just nestled on the balcony and said Whispering, he didn't dare to be too presumptuous, and he didn't want to make his elder brother who really loved him angry.

Echizen went back the next afternoon, with Tezuka and Ito Shingo around, Guogu could feel at ease here, and...he had no interest in being a light bulb at all, so he might as well go home and call his senior lover What about the phone!

Guoyu had lived a piggy life of eating, sleeping and eating for three full days. He wanted to be with Tezuka all the time, but he had to take into account the feelings of his elder brother. He was really conflicted. After Tezuka left The day before, Tezuka came to Shingo Ito's study while Guogu was taking a nap.

"Mr. Ito, there is something I have to tell you." Tezuka walked to Shingo Ito's desk calmly, met his cold expression, and took it out of his pocket without flinching. Inside a cloth bag was the same wooden pendant that Grandpa Liu had given Guoyu.

"This is... Guo Yu's wooden pendant?" He had seen this wooden pendant before, it was given to Tezuka by the girl they rescued when Guo Yu disappeared, and now... he wants to hand over the pendant to him what?

"What do you mean?" Shingo Ito was a little puzzled by Tezuka's actions. It stands to reason that Guoyu is now in the United States, but Tezuka is far away in Germany. The wooden pendant that Guoyu once wore close to his body can be said to be an important spiritual sustenance , Tezuka would be willing to give it to him?What is the intention?

"Mr. Ito, Echizen said... he has already told you about the origin of Guoyu, you don't have to have any doubts, there are indeed two souls living in Guoyu's body, one is Guoyu, and the other... is Xiaoan, Originally, Xiao An had another place to go, but..." Tezuka slowly talked about Kunisame's background and Xiao An's background, and at the end of hearing it, Shingo Ito couldn't control his facial expression at all.

He was too surprised to speak, but he felt a palpitating familiarity with the origin of 'Xiao'an'.

"You mean, this body originally belonged to Xiao An's boy, he... didn't want to live?" Shingo Ito grasped the point, looked at Tezuka's face, and was sure without waiting for his answer.

"Yes! Although Xiaoan is just a ghost, he is indeed happier than before. He hopes that Guoyu can live a good life for him more than any of us. This is not our selfish desire to deprive him of the opportunity to live. ..." Tezuka didn't think that a person like Shingo Ito would show mercy to people who had nothing to do with him, but Shingo Ito's expression at this time was not calm, like... Angry?

What is he mad about?

Tezuka couldn't guess what Shingo Ito was thinking, so he could only carefully test it again and again. His ultimate goal was also to ensure the safety of Guoyu.

Confessing this matter to Ito Shingo today is also a gamble. He is betting on Ito Shingo's feelings for Guoyu.

"I didn't mean that, I thought... the person who will come out to talk to me at night is Xiaoan, what about now? Where is he... still in Guoyu's body?" Shingo Ito's tone suddenly calmed down. , as if the mood swing just now had never happened.

"No! Xiaoan...here!" Tezuka opened his palm, and the wooden pendant lay quietly in his palm. Ito Shingo looked at the wooden pendant in puzzlement, as if seeing a faint brilliance on the wooden pendant .

"Wooden pendant?"

"Xiao An will involuntarily return to Guo Yu's body because of Guo Yu's injury. The connection between Guo Yu's soul and body has been greatly weakened. When his life is dying, Xiao An's return can save his life. The fate between Guoyu is also fate..."

The further back, Tezuka felt more and more that he was quibbling, that for Guogu to live in safety, he could disregard other people's life and death. Looking at Shingo Ito, I always feel that... he is condemning himself with his eyes.

"You don't have to blame yourself! As you said, this is...Xiao An's own decision. Can this wooden pendant...can you give it to me?" At that moment, Ito Shingo finally thought of who Xiao An was, and a surge of emotion surged in his heart. Unspeakable warmth and slightly bitter sourness.

He had always wanted to find the boy who saved him, but he never thought that now he was by his side, but he was separated forever.

"...Of course, I originally wanted to entrust it to you. This wooden pendant is closely related to Guoyu. The souls of these two people have long been closely linked together. It is not good to separate..." Tezuka handed over the wooden pendant in his hand. Falling, when the palm loses that bit of warmth, I always feel that my heart is slightly cold.

That wooden pendant, when there was no news of Guoyu, was his only spiritual sustenance, his only thought, and accompanied him through countless nights of missing Guoyu. The place to go, it will be better for Guoyu to be kept by Shingo Ito.

The two stood facing each other, and they left the study after a long silence. Neither of them spoke again. Shingo Ito returned to his room, and Tezuka returned to Kunisame's room.

Guo Yu just woke up from a nap, opened his eyes and didn't see Tezuka at the moment, he was slightly flustered, and just about to get up, he saw Tezuka push the door open and came in, he was immediately relieved.

"elder brother!"

"Xiaoyu woke up, do you want to go for a walk in the yard?" Tezuka suggested to go outside, Guoyu was naturally happy to agree, got up and changed clothes, and went downstairs holding Tezuka's big palm tightly.

Ito Shingo saw the figures of the two clearly in front of the window sill of his room, and naturally he did not miss their intimate holding hands, the brilliance in his eyes flickered faintly, and disappeared in an instant.

He didn't know how to describe the complicated mood at this moment. If what Tezuka said was true, because of Guoyu's illness, Xiaoan had already possessed this wooden pendant, then... would there be no way in the future? I saw another Guoyu in the middle of the night... no, it was Xiaoan?

Will he... disappear?After all, it is just a ghost, with too many unstable factors, it may disappear at any time....

At that moment, Shingo Ito clearly felt his panic and the slight pain in his heart, which made him restless and threw himself onto the bed. He, who hadn't closed his eyes for two days, didn't feel sleepy at all. Faint throbbing pain.

"Xiao An..." I haven't repaid you for saving my life, and even... I can't really find you, but now, you and I are in two worlds, is there any intersection?

I don't know how long it took, and Shingo Ito fell asleep uneasy. The half-open window blew in a cool breeze, and the curtains fluttered slightly. In the shadows in front of the window sill, there seemed to be a thin figure standing still. , looking steadily at the person on the bed.

In the yard, Tezuka held Guoyu's hand and walked aimlessly along the stone path, walking non-stop. Tezuka even wanted to do this, holding Guoyu's hand all the way to the end of the world, never to be separated again.

However, the reality does not allow him to do so, at least... not now, he is not strong enough to protect the country well.

"Brother, you...are you in a bad mood?" Guo Yu didn't know what happened, but he expected that he would have nothing to do with his elder brother. He knew in his heart that his elder brother had always been at odds with Echizen and Tezuka. Yes, and it must be something wrong with his elder brother. He didn't understand the reason, but he just guessed that it might have something to do with his lost memory.

Every time he encounters obstacles, he always seems to use 'amnesia' as an excuse to escape, and Guoyu can't help but hate himself for this.

If...he faced it positively, would the ending be different?But how should he face it?Go straight to the people around you and ask about his forgotten past?

Guoyu subconsciously resisted such an impulse, and even thought that maybe it would be good to forget it forever. Anyway, he already had a brother by his side...

"No, Xiao Yu, don't worry, brother... I'm going back to Germany tomorrow, you have to take good care of yourself, you know?" When it came to the topic of 'leaving', Tezuka felt uncomfortable, especially when he saw Guo Yu When he looked lonely, the pain was even more painful, and he stretched out his arms to embrace him in his arms, with tenderness in his chest.

"Xiao Yu, don't be sad, wait for me, wait for me...to become strong enough, I will pick you up, and then, never leave!" Tezuka clearly made his promise word by word, feeling the warmth in his arms. The slight trembling of the person is even more pity.

How much he wanted to hug him like this and never let go!

"Yeah! Brother, I'll wait for you, hurry up and pick me up, I...I want to be with you forever!" Although Tetsuka's promise was still a bit puzzled, he felt this kind of intention very clearly , I was moved and filled with tenderness.

They don't want to separate, but... they have to separate, this is reality, this is love, sweetness can also be bitter, but he knows that as long as there is brother, their ending must be happy.

The two hugged each other quietly in the courtyard, and they never separated for a long time, as if they wanted to use this hug to absorb as much warmth from their lovers as possible, so that they would have to support them until the next meeting.

In the early morning of the next day, Tezuka left Ito's house under Guogure's reluctant gaze. Guogure felt as if his heart had been hollowed out.

Watching the interaction between the two, Ito Shingo could only sigh secretly in his heart, put his arms around Guo Yu's shoulders, and pulled him under his arms, "Heal up now, if you feel bored at home, go back to school !"

"Well, I see, big brother." I really want to... walk with my brother!It doesn't matter where you go, as long as you are with brother!

He didn't dare to say this, but Shingo Ito saw it clearly, and he could only sigh again and again in his heart. In the end, he came to his senses with a little bitterness. Tezuka and Kunisame, no matter how far apart they are, , in the end...will definitely come together again because of the love in their hearts.

Anyone who wants to stop it is impossible to succeed!

That night, without Tezuka's company, Guoyu couldn't fall asleep at all. He lay on the bed with his eyes open until midnight without any sleepiness, staring at the ceiling with the faint skylight. face, and smiled at him.

Such a strange thing happened in the silent night, it should be very scary, but Guo Yu was strangely not afraid at all, as calm as seeing a moth in the air.

"who are you?"

"I'm Xiaoan, Guoyu, long time no see!"