naaapseattle Chapter 782
Chapter 782
Chapter 778 Ordinary suffering is more painful
One day, Lu Yu lost his job, and the reason his boss fired him was that his work attitude was not positive. Also, Lu Yu was confused all day long, his eyes were dull, and he was often in a daze. Who would want to keep him?
Lu Yu, who is out of work, will go to the park in the afternoon. The afternoon sun is very warm. It seems that if he sits in the sun, he can be quiet, but he has never felt at ease for many years.
Later, his parents arranged for Lu Yu to marry him. It was a very ordinary woman, and marriage was just a matter of life.
Life after marriage is very ordinary, even if his wife really gives, Lu Yu is as indifferent as a wood, and Lu Yu is unwilling to share the same room every night, year after year of childlessness, causing his wife’s grievances to deepen. Finally one night, his wife mixed medicine in the water, trying to make Lu Yu succumb in an extreme way.
However, Lu Yu did not. Instead, he drank water crazily, and then induced vomiting. He vomited out 70% or 80% of the medicine. The living room that night was extremely horrible. The floor was filled with water that Lu Yu vomited. In the end, there was nothing in his stomach, Lu Yu vomited bile.
Looking at Lu Yu, who kept pressing his throat and vomiting bile, his wife was completely desperate. The next day she took Lu Yu to apply for a divorce certificate. Lu Yu was back single again. At this time, he was in his thirties.
Parents are old, his wife is gone, and Lu Yu, who has no friends, relapses into a muddle-headed life, and continues to mess around day after day.
“Ah…” Lu Yu sighed a long time on the park bench in the setting sun one evening: “In this life, let me slow down, slow down…”
Later, one day, the ex-wife was hospitalized, and the result of the examination was pancreatic cancer, and it had entered the advanced stage. The treatment cost was sky-high, and the date of death could only be delayed, and no cure was possible.
Since the divorce, her ex-wife has never remarried. This time she got cancer, and her only maiden family was also desperate. After staying awake for days and nights, she finally decided to give up.
However, Lu Yu suddenly appeared, took his own house and sold the car, plus the 300,000 yuan he saved for half his life, refused everyone’s persuasion, and resolutely devoted himself to the chemotherapy of his ex-wife.
That day, the ex-wife cried into tears.
She asked Lu Yu: “Why when you are together, you are like a wood without feelings, but you choose to do this? How can you feel at ease when you let me die? You want my soul…”
Lu Yu didn’t say anything, his face was full of scum, and he accompanied his ex-wife for the last part of her life in silence. The money ran out and her ex-wife was tortured like a skeleton by cancer.
“I’m going to sell kidneys.”
Lu Yu didn’t say anything, but just dropped this sentence and disappeared. Two days later, he covered his waist with one hand, and appeared with one hand with one hundred thousand yuan in the other, and then silently handed the money to the hospital toll office.
Everyone was moved by Lu Yu.
But the ex-wife was distressed and cried out: “Don’t cure it, don’t cure it, let me die, don’t cure it, I’ll be fine when I die, and I can’t stand it…”
Lu Yu didn’t say anything, just accompanied silently.
Later, on the day of autumn, the ex-wife failed to resist the illness and died on the chemotherapy bed. She closed her eyes and was sent to the morgue.
That night, Lu Yu sat outside the morgue all night.
There was no tears, but two packs of cigarettes were drained.
That night, the friend of the ex-wife asked Lu Yu: “Why don’t you cherish it when you are together, but instead give so hard at this time?”
Lu Yu silently finished smoking a cigarette, and said weakly, “Because I am also guilty of her. From the first day of her marriage with me, I knew that this marriage had no end. I was sorry for her. It was all my problem. …”
After the death of his ex-wife, Lu Yu was completely alone.
He often stays in the street, one stop is one afternoon, and many people think that he was suffering from Alzheimer’s disease early because of his kidney sales.
So a good-hearted person made a listing for Lu Yu, with Lu Yu’s home address and parents’ contact information written on it, so that Lu Yu hangs on his chest, and Lu Yu hangs on his chest.
In later days, a strange middle-aged man appeared in the park from time to time, with a huge hanging sign on his chest and sitting in a chair all day.
Lu Yu is poor, getting poorer and poorer.
His huddled up rented house, and he had no money to pay the rent, was driven out by the landlord, living on the street, and having a full stomach without a meal.
One day, a family of three passed by the park. The child gave Lu Yu a piece of bread and said, “Uncle, are you hungry? Give this piece of bread to you instead of mine.”
The child’s smile also made Lu Yu smile.
Lu Yu watched the family of three leave, silently ate half of the bread, and took the other half of the bread to his place of residence. Now he returned to his old parents’ house, doing a waste of eating and waiting to die.
Even the old father hates iron and steel and often scolds Lu Yu: “You can eat and wait for death. You don’t cherish it when your ex-wife is there. You will sell your kidneys for treatment. I think you are really crazy. , I found you a job sweeping the streets, whether you like it or not, let me go tomorrow!”
Later, Lu Yu went to sweep the street.
It’s just different from ordinary people.
He can sweep from day to night, and from night to day, as if tirelessly, even if the ground is clean, he is still sweeping, and then he said: “The ground is clean, but I always want to make it cleaner. Cleaner and more comfortable…”
As the days passed, Lu Yu slowly bent his waist and his legs became unfavorable. Suddenly one day, his physical parents got into the hospital in a car accident. The situation was very critical. The family’s money was not enough, so he went to sell blood. Change money.
Selling blood again and again, Lu Yu gradually became thinner and looked like a skull until one day he went to the hospital with the money for selling blood again, unable to hold back into a coma in the hospital, like the source of the plague, everyone could not avoid it. In the end, an old doctor couldn’t stand it and fed him some glucose before he woke up.
Lu Yu didn’t say much. He just gave the blood sales money to the toll counter, and went back to the ward to take care of his old parents. That day, the old father who had always scolded him for nothing, opened his eyes like a flashback, said nothing, just pulled He cried silently.
In later days, Lu Yu couldn’t hold on selling blood. He lay on the tattered bed at home for two days before regaining his energy. When he went to the hospital again, he received a notice of death from relatives and friends. There was no follow-up treatment fee for two days. The old parents were all dead, dead in the ward.
That day, Lu Yu sat at the gate of the hospital for a long time. The old doctor came to comfort him: “This is how the hospital is. Your parents are only your immediate family member. There is no follow-up treatment fee for two days. The hospital can only stop continuing the treatment and wait for you to pay for the medical treatment. Fei, but who would have thought… your parents couldn’t hold it the night before.”
“When we find out, it’s already…”
The air-conditioning in the hospital was so strong that Lu Yu was trembling, and suddenly there was snowflakes in the sky. Lu Yu looked up at the Xueman world, with a sad smile at the corner of his mouth.
I thought that if I spent my life in a plain life, I wouldn’t experience suffering and would be able to ease myself. I didn’t expect…the ordinary suffering is more painful, painful and painful.